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The Chemical Window (EP)

by Blind With Rain

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1.
Reduction; Seduction (free) 04:45
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i find strength in the system i am always plugged in the voices become hums the silence is still twisting reduction...seduction seeing your face just passes the time of a pathetic life you refuse to see so desperate for a taste of love but unwilling to see reality walking in circles in flawless rhythm your days are rotting from the inside out a bondage that there is no release from a standstill and there is no freedom you can take your synthetic smiles take your prosthetic hearts take this analysis follow your predecessor and make your mark it pulls me in, it makes me feel like i want it back again i am fictious. i do not exist. i make my decisions. i do as i wish when the energy has left your body and you lie hypothetically still i am the emotionless pain you feel every night i'm tired of the repitition, i'm tired of the days duplicating themselves i'm tired of the conversations breeding the hate is building, it is pouring down i am ready to break it is building up, i am ready to break i feel used...i find my answers soon i'll be inside of you soon i will have to listen to your alibi and i am everything everything you will ever need everything i ever knew always started inside of you everything i have ever loved everything i would have liked to have been and if this is a dream of mine will it last until the end of time? why won't you discard me? now that you have the chance why won't you release me? from this fucking romance
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Invade | Saturate | Dent (free) 04:16
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can you see me now? do you want to use me? do you want to fill me up? why don't you tear all of this down? come on now i'm just full of this stuff and it comes to me you think i'm here for you and it occurs to me that you are a selfish greedy fuck can you see me now? wasn't all of this your dream? to have and to hold a memory that was yours resentment for another day can you see me now, in all of my glory? (it's taking me apart) can you see me now? i don't have a care, i don't have a worry (i won't let you in, you can never stop me) it's holding me back places amongst the places again a faceless face of endless time waiting and pacing and fumbling over and over and over and over this is the fallout of you this is the danger of me through palettes of emotion and the dripping of paint he gouged the thoughts from this color so faint kindest regards to he who does not feel thrashing and thwarting his trials and ways stuck in this muck of a broken seal he crawls absently into this decay invade. saturate. dent. this is a lie, this is a lie, this is a lie that you kept inside this is a lie, this is a lie, this is a lie that you tried to hide
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The Chemical Window (free) 04:34
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give me my energy give me the high i crave give me my drug of choice give me what i need i need my dopamine you think it is all the same you think my every waking moment means nothing you wouldn't believe how much it hurts please make me whole again help me forget my days with you please make me whole again help me forget take this catastrophe and you build it up take it down fake it and you break it down i need you...i need you give me the chemical i need to feel out of control give me the dopamine i need to feel something give me my chemical i need to feel out of control give me my dopamine i need to feel anything at all give me my dopamine give me it you know i need it i've got to have it i can't live without it give me my chemical
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Abrasion (free) 04:15
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(instrumental)
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Anything At All (free) 01:38
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it meant nothing did any of this mean anything to you at all? No. i was just there until something better came along i believed in you
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Affliction (free) 04:16
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time ends inside itself couldn't have been happier though through the winter's dream i have found sense of who to be and it cuts and hinders me burrows itself inside to see i'm tangled in twine in this garden of mine chances are that you have decided chances are that you are leaving that is just fine but your body feels of nothing i take this lonely reason it bears unwilling words by burying it deep within me it's disease cures my uncertainty this is my affliction and now there is no way out this is the last taste this is the last time this is the only thing i fight for there is no excuse no more apologies there is no temptation in this world there is no remorse speak your insincerity question my authority damage my confidence tell me you are self-absorbed mirror my reasoning you are wearing it away this is my affliction
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It Took Me So Long (free) 07:17
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please... accept this confinement it is a stepping stone there is only fear now and when tomorrow comes it will all be mine it took me so long to finally understand i have become soiled too distant to be there for you thought about yesterday wished for another way thought it was me so i changed my ways changed my ways but the love was the same thought about... you.

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Blind With Rain marks the final evolution of Aaron Geis' musical vision. The debut E.P. titled The Chemical Window, completed in September 2005, cements his art with a new and experimental sound that is immediately both tender and severe.

"...the music here is nothing short of excellent, with clever beat programming (not in the pain-in-the-ass virtuoso sense of the word), great use of reversed vocal samples (see, even the oldest recipes can bring good results when you're talented), and there's a level of melody-crafting I hadn't heard in ages."
- Industrial Nation magazine

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released September 7, 2005

all songs written, recorded and performed by Aaron Geis 2004-2005
mastered by Tom Baker at Precision Mastering
visual design by Aaron Geis

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Blind With Rain carries its origins well with the careful marriage of classic, industrial themes and pulsating instrumental pieces with an enormously broad selection of experimental layers and vicious hooks. The sound is at once distantly familiar and distinctly unique with shattering vocal tracks that pierce the subconscious and demand its submission. ... more

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